Long Talk….

As I prepare to embark on a sabbatical, it has inspired me to look through my shelves of books, and rediscover some of my favorites. Two books that have made my re-read list are “Wouldn’t Take Nothing for My Journey Now” by Maya Angelou and “Pilgrimage to Dollywood” by Helen Morales. For me, both books help me to rediscover purpose and passion.

The word “pilgrimage” brings different images to our minds. One might think that a pilgrimage is simply a sacred journey to places like Bethlehem or Jerusalem. So does that mean that one can only take a pilgrimage to limited places? For me, this is a very narrow view. What if a pilgrimage is simply a journey that deepens one’s relationship with God?

The decision for me to take a three month sabbatical has brought out feelings of excitement, joy, fear, anxiety and even doubt. Questions like, “What will be people think?”, “I can’t afford to be gone for three months?” “Am I a failure?” As you can see, I am a process thinker. Lots of questions swirling around in my head.

As the date of my sabbatical approaches, I find myself at peace. Peace for me is taking deep breathes, trusting more, refrain from overthinking, and re-reading some of my favorite books. I discovered Angelou’s book many years ago. It helped me realize that my journey is just that, mine. Part of my own journey, is spending time looking back in reflection. I have found that when I allow myself to reflect, I am more thankful and better able to see how God has worked. The book by Helen Morales is less known too many. Morales’ book is centered on one of my favorite places/people Dollywood (Dolly Parton). Morales’ pilgrimage is not just a physical journey to places like Graceland, Hurricane Mills (home of Loretta Lynn), Nashville and of course, Dollywood but a journey of self-reflection.

As I am writing this article (literally pen and legal pad) for my blog, I discovered a deeper understanding of a pilgrimage. If a pilgrimage is a sacred journey to deepen our relationship with God, then it stands to reason, that I am invited into an ongoing pilgrimage with God each day. Sure, there are special times in which one disconnects from schedules and routines for rest, reflection and recreation. These are much needed opportunities that renew our weary souls. However, I believe life is a sacred pilgrimage. We have an opportunity to deepen our connection with God in the ways we treat each other, our interactions with friends/strangers, and as we encounter God’s creation each day.

I encourage everyone to re-read that favorite book, disconnect if only for a moment, take a deep breath and enjoy the pilgrimage!!